a curious feeling of falling

optimistic thoughts

2009-02-27T03:38:07Z

I'm seriously so happy with my life right now. The last few months of school are so fun and being a senior makes it even better.. First of all, I have amazing grades, and that makes me amazingly happy. All A's and a B+. I'm really mostly happy because the only homework I have is in English, and I don't really mind English homework usually, so I get done with all my "responsibilites" very early in the day, and I can go to bed and chill when I want :) But continuing with the list: the one-act is going to be SO incredibly funny and beautiful. Thank you, Wayde, you're going to make a stupendous teacher :) The yearbook is due a week from Monday and it's SO beautiful! I can't stop just looking through it. I have so many pages that I just adore so much.. I'm so stoked for everyone to see it all. It's seriously everything that I wanted it to be. Aaaaand.. choir sounds amazing. And I'm excited for the writing conference. And the upcoming art shows. And I'm applying for a job.

Yay optimism :)

Oh and since my last journaling, I have decided upon my college plans. I'm moving to St. George and going to Dixie and I'm very very super duper excited about it so all my worries from my last post are gone too :)

i am scared to death

2009-02-11T04:12:52Z

Honestly.

I've been accepted to SUU, and I'm supposed to go look at student housing in Cedar tomorrow, and in everyone's minds right now, that's where I'm going... but... I just found the school I want to go to. Finally. California College of the Arts. It's eleven hours away, it's more expensive than SUU, and I haven't applied for any scholarships.. If I want to go there, I have to tell my mom NOW and start applying for scholarships NOW and start working my ass off on some art NOW for my portfolio. I don't know how intimidated I'll feel if I get accepted.. I guess I'd feel worse if I didn't at all though. The idea of art school is both amazing and extremely extremely scary to me. I don't want my art judged, but I want to be the best I can be... ya know... I also fear that if I were to be forced to make art, I would slowly start to despise it... I'm thinking it's worth a shot though, even if it's just for a semester.. I'll probably always regret it if I didn't go to art school.. I guess I could just do a semester at SUU before making this decision but it just doesn't feel right at all... I wish I could talk to somebody about this.

scariest to-do list ever:
- talk to mom about not fulfilling her wishes
- make art, make portfolio
- fill out a million scholarships
- apply to CCA

ringlikebells @ 2009-02-09T21:33:00

2009-02-10T04:35:26Z

I finished Animal Farm, and then borrowed a new book, and bought a new book. According to my visual bookshelf on facebook, I'm in the middle of eight books. I swear I will finish them all until I pick up anything else. Got it? Good.

If you ever feel inclined to visit the side of my brain that doesn't make sense..go here: http://sladkysneety.blogspot.com

itunes shuffle surveys

2009-02-08T19:56:21Z

This was probably the most pointless thing I've ever done, but I'm bored. I'm just waiting to go see Coraline today and I'm excited :)

PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE AND ANSWER

Song # 1
Artist: Coldplay
Title: Cemeteries Of London
What is the very first lyric in the song? "at night they would go walking, til the breaking of the day."
Is that lyric significant to you in any way? not particularly.
What is the 4th line of the song? "save the nighttime for your weeping, your weeping."
Does that line make you think of a certain person? hmm no.
What is your favorite lyric in this song? there's not really one in particular...

Song # 2
Artist: Kings Of Convenience
Title: Winning A Battle, Losing The War
What is the last lyric of the song? "the day breaks and everything is new, everything is new."
Replace the 2nd word of that lyric with the word "potato": ...i refuse.
What is the 9th line of the song? this is SO hard D:
What if that lyric was the new theme song to Sesame Street? ...
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest? "even though she doesn't want me around, i am on my feet to find her, to make sure that she is safe and sound." except with he instead of she...

Song # 3
Artist: Daphne Loves Derby
Title: Sun
What is the chorus of this song?: "sleep well, darling. wherever you are, i hope that you're happy tonight. and maybe you've found someone to love you right."
If someone you like sang the chorus to you would it be romantic? it's actually a somewhat sad song now that i'm analyzing it so deeply, but i suppose.
Replace the 10th word of the song with the word "beast": i refuse.
What movie soundtrack would this song be perfect for?: dude, that takes way too much thought D:
Pick one word in the title of this song that you could name a pet: sun...? daphne or derby works though. those are actually both way cute :D

Song # 4
Artist: Death Cab For Cutie
Title: Cath...
What is the first lyric in this song?: "cath, she stands, with a well-intentioned man."
What if your opinion of the entire song was based on that one lyric? i would probably think that it was probably a great song with an actual story.
What lyric reminds you most of one of your exes? "'cause your heart was dying fast, and you didn't know what to do."
What if your #2 on myspace quoted the last lyric of the song to you?: i don't have top friends on myspace :P
If this song title was a movie title, what would the movie be about? probably what the song is about.

Song # 5
Artist: The Used
Title: All That I've Got
What is the most offensive/vulgar lyric in this song?: it says "fuck me" once.
What if the 1st word in the song title was replaced with the word "hooker": hooker that i've got... nice.
What is the 10th line of the song? "and let me go back to sleep." this really all depends on where you cut off the "lines" of the song.
Does that lyric remind you of a situation you've been in? hm. maybe when i wanted to go to sleep?
Does this song have a deep meaning, or is it just straight forward? both i guess.

Song # 6
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Title: The End
What if your last name was included in the song title? i would think that my chemical romance was expressing their undying love for me, because no one else in the world has my last name :P
What is the 5th line in the song? "you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not."
Would that line be a good catch phrase for a commercial? these questions, i swear...
What is your favorite lyric in the entire song? pretty much the entire first part. it's so funereal.
Why is that your favorite? i just said :)

Song # 7
Artist: Houston Calls
Title: Elephant and Castle
What if the 1st word in the Artist name was replaced with the word "poop": i want to kill the maker of this survey.
What is the funniest lyric in this song? it's not a really very funny song.
What is the 8th lyric in this song? "to start all over again."
What if there was a resturant named from the 1st and 5th word of that lyric: well, "to again" would be a really stupid name, wouldn't i? almost as stupid as this survey, right?
Is the word "heart" anywhere in the entire song? i don't think so.

Song # 8
Artist: Cute Is What We Aim For
Title: Moan
What if Marilyn Manson did a cover of this song? i'd laugh. really hard.
What is the chorus of this song? "you have a moan all of your own, and i can feel it down to the bone."
What if your #5 myspace friend called you and sang the chorus to you? hahahaa i'd laugh :D
What is the last lyric in the song? it's the same as the chorus.
Is that the best lyric in the song? nahh.

Song # 9
Artist: Helena Bonham Carter, and other people
Title: Tears To Shed
Would the title of this song make a good title for a Stephen King book? maaaaybe.
What is the 12th line in this song? "no she doesn't compare. but she still breathes air."
Do you even like that lyric at all? yeah i love it :)
Do you know all the words to this song? not quite.
What kind of mood does this song put you in? it makes me want to go watch the corpse bride and every other tim burton movie.

Song # 10
Artist: The Beach Boys
Title: Don't Worry Baby
Replace the 3rd word in the Title with the word "beaver": ...
What is the 7th line in this song? "don't worry baby, don't worry baby."
Does that lyric bring up any memories? sort of... the whole song kind of does.
Would this song be good in a fight scene in movie? hahahaha no.
What is your favorite lyric in this song? i just like the way he sings "don't worry baby" :)

1) How is your boyfriend/girlfriend doing?
Missed Me - The Dresden Dolls

2) Do you have anything to pay off?
The Road I'm On - 3 Doors Down
that's deep o.O

3) What are you wearing right now?
Glory/Us - Acceptance
such a good song nasugi dn;saugi abnw;k

4) Do you know anyone that wants you dead?
Last Train Home - Lost Prophets

5) Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned?
Carolina - Matt Wertz

6) What are you listening to?
Honey Pie - The Beatles

7) Where did you first hear this song?
When "You're" Around - Motion City Soundtrack
after four years, i still have no idea why that word is in quotes.

8) Are you the one that normally makes the first move?
Cry Baby Cry - The Beatles

9) Would you sacrifice yourself for a friend?
I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry - Elvis Presley

10) Whats really annoying you right now?
Cabron - Red Hot Chili Peppers

11) State a fact about yourself.
Ghouls Night Out - The Misfits

12) What did you do today?
Cellar Doors, Donnie! - Mozart Season
maybe i'll watch Donnie Darko later :) it still boggles my mind that a band wrote a song about Donnie Darko... but it's a guilty pleasure.

13) Name your bestfriends.
Sick Or Sane - Senses Fail

14) What's a saying you scream when something bad happens?
Call and Return - Hellogoodbye

15)Are you always in a hurry?
It's So Simple - Saosin

16)Do you drink/smoke?
Bad Cops Bad Charaties - PlayRadioPlay!

17)Whats one horrible thing you do?
Holiday From Real - Jack's Mannequin

19)What do people label you as?
Take Cover - Acceptance

20) Do people see you as a preppy person?
Parisian Skies - Maximo Park

21) What do you hate most about the opposite sex?
Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie
hmmmm...

22)Whats your shoe size?
Gold Digger - Kanye West
lololol.

23)Do you currently work?
Out Through The Curtain - The Hush Sound
:)

26)What do you miss the most?
Don't Let Me Down - Across The Universe Soundtrack

29) Are you over your texts on your cellphone?
Starlight - Muse

30) Who do you know you can depend on?
Come Undone - Duran Duran

33) Whens your birthday?
Hourglass - The Hush Sound

34) Have any plans?
The Ride of the Rohirrim - Howard Shore/LOTR

35) Rate yourself from 1-10
We Stand - All That Remains

36)Why do people like you?
Yer Blues - The Beatles

38)Do you take any prescribed medication?
Hooray For Hollywood - Richard Whiting
best song EVAR :D

39)When you turn twenty-one you are going to do:
Last Night - Motion City Soundtrack

40)What are you going to do to prepare yourself for your future career?
In My Defense - Meese

ringlikebells @ 2009-01-27T15:35:00

2009-01-27T22:43:41Z

I just got my acceptance letter from SUU and for some reason, I don't really know why... it pissed me off. So bad. I'm actually pretty much crying right now.

I really really don't want to go to college.

I think I'm infuriated that I still must live under my parents' rule, and I have to do what they say. The only reason I am putting up with going to college is because I'll get to have my own place away from home. If I didn't go to school I would have to stay at home, and that's the worst possible scenario. My plan is to get a job and save up to live in Cedar on my own or to go to school in Salt Lake, maybe even somewhere far far away. The idea of college isn't horrible... what's horrible is how anti-climatic going to SUU will be. I'm turning 18 and my life needs to fucking change... going to SUU twenty miles down the freeway isn't going to change a single thing.

Godammit.

i must confess, i'm in love with my own sins

2008-12-31T23:25:21Z

Jamie's Year In Review:

January: I finally began my adventures in texting. Such a late bloomer.
February: I honestly can't remember anything =/
March: Went to Disneyland with the band :) Fun times. I also won art and writing awards :)
April: My grandma died. And then there were none.
May: My brother left to work for Disney World. (But he's coming back in 2 days! ^^)
June: I spent two weeks in Disney World, then met Justin in Vegas (I know you're reading this :P)
July: I turned 17 :)
August: I began my duties as yearbook editor and began my senior year. Fun.
September: I fell for a best friend. Became Patricia Fodor :)
October: Spent all my time on that boy.
November: Boy broke my heart. I was the amazing British Patricia Fodor in Crazy For You.
December: I got over that boy and after all the wonderful events of 2008, decided to be happy.

Can't wait to party it up tonight 8) LOVE New Year's Eve!

tattoos

2008-12-27T07:57:46Z

Last night I had a dream that I got a tattoo across the top of my back. It was some quote, I can't remember what. But it got me thinking, I'm totally getting a HP tattoo on my 18th birthday! ^^ I'm debating between "I solemnly swear I am up to no good" and some kind of image of the Marauder's Map, or the "'After all this time?' 'Always.'" quote with a simple lightning bolt or something. And I'm not sure of where... I love smaller tattoos on the center of the upper back, but my hair's too long for it to ever be seen. Maybe my upper arm, but then the only time it'd ever be seen would be when I wear tank tops... How do you decide this? Haha.

merry xmas

2008-12-26T20:07:33Z

WHAT so yesterday was Christmas morning and I was 119.6, and I didn't bother updating my tracker because I knew I'd be eating a lot that day and probably would just go back up anyway. But this morning I weighed at 119.2! So stoked! It just keeps going down and down :D I know eventually I'll hit a tough spot (probably 115 or so) but I'll make it through eventually.

Anyway Christmas was alright. I'm stoked to pay Wii Music! But I have to wait another week until Blake gets his Wii =/ I got many other handy little things... and pretty much a completely new sexy wardrobe :) I still have yet to give Alysha, Kym, Marty, and Austin their gifts... It probably won't happen until New Year's or Blake's party.

I want to see The Spirit today. Later.

ringlikebells @ 2008-12-21T15:18:00

2008-12-21T22:28:33Z

Ok, yes it SOUNDS a bit extreme, but with my height, 110 is still a healthy BMI. It's going to be hard to get there and maintain it but I'll be much happier when I do. When I was just 117, I felt so good about my body. I'm not going about it the same way I did that time though. Losing 5 pounds in two days... not smart, not gonna happen again. I just gained it right back anyway.

Anyway, I NEED HELP WITH THIS WHOLE FUTURE THING. I'm so lost...

it's beginning to look a lot like christmas

2008-12-19T01:37:02Z

I'm ready to go to California already :) I'm ready for this adventure in my life, and I know Blake, Marty, and Austin are too. It's seriously my dream. All on my own in an apartment with three boys - my best friends. I have it all pictured in my head... tons of partying, laughing, talking, and living. Casting the boring life I've lived for 17 years out to sea. Waking up every morning and being greeted by someone who will say "good morning Jamie, how'd you sleep? What are you up to today?" We're all figuring ourselves out, and college can wait. Who says you have to go to college right after high school? I know I'll go eventually. This is the time to do THIS, and I'm not letting it pass me by. California here we come!

ANYWAY I'm just stoked for Christmas break. Mostly the end of it - New Year's Eve: my favorite night of the year, and Blake's return. Hopefully I won't be forgotten before then so it's not a boring week and a half. I need to go Christmas shopping too. I'm getting everyone used books of poetry; I'm sure they'll like that. I'm excited to wrap presents. And I'm getting Mrs. Mitchell's flowers tomorrow :)

I just took my new senior pictures, and I'll get to see them online tomorrow. I'm very excited.

Oh and, maybe it's just me, but I don't think plagiarism is very sterling or very scholarly...

But despite everything that I am pissed off about, I'm managing it all pretty well. I think I'm just in a really good Christmas spirit, and constant excitement for the future. It feels so right. I truly hope the four of us all get on board and do this for ourselves and for each other.

ringlikebells @ 2008-12-06T19:58:00

2008-12-07T03:00:28Z

"I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore."

ringlikebells @ 2008-12-02T21:33:00

2008-12-03T04:45:40Z

There’s always that one song you always go back to. And you close your eyes, let its rhythm sync itself with your heartbeat, let its dynamics sway you. And quicker than you’d imagine, that song becomes synonymous to the musician you fell in love with while it was playing. So all of a sudden, that same sensation comes over you the next time you see him. And the next time. And the next time. Never fall in love with a musician. Because it’s not them you fall in love with – it’s their music. And you never fall out of love with music.

--

I started an awful trend D: Tanner and Alexa broke up (WHAT we all know they're getting back together, but still), Cheyenne and her boyfriend broke up, Skyler and Megan broke up... Just in the last like two weeks! How awful!

I don't mean to sound gossip-y.

Anyway If I had just one more month or so before Sterling Scholar, my portfolio would be much more impressive. Ohh well... I'm well aware my grades aren't good enough and my art isn't good enough anyway, so my hopes aren't very high.

But on a better note, I have more than half a yearbook done :) I kind of feel like Alexa and I have done most of it ourselves... but I don't care. It looks so damn fabulous.

pretending

2008-11-19T23:38:30Z

It's not quite the way it once was... but I'm ready to start pretending that all those awkward little moments never occurred, that your fingers never filled the spaces in mine, that I never fell asleep on your shoulder, that you never kissed me upside down, that I never painted you a picture, that I never once cried over you, that we didn't waltz under the stars, that I never fell in love with you, and that my heart doesn't melt when you look at me, when you laugh, and when you sing. Oh especially when you sing...

No really, I'm fine! All I know is he inspired me to a point I've never reached before. He brought new life to my existence. He'll always be an incredibly inspiring person in my life... I never realized it until now, so there's the bright side.

Maybe I've got no idea what I'm talking about but who knows that for sure? I just want all to be well in this little corner of the universe again... For now, I can pretend that that is so. Who knows what will happen in the future, I guess I'll (we'll) just find out when I (we) get there. For now, we'll go back to how it was. For now, it's head > heart, and we'll check up on this heart of mine in a while.

I've been thinking a lot lately about how I picture my life in ten years, and so many different scenarios pop into my head that it's both frightening and exciting at the same time. Part of me pictures myself as a freelance artist, married to a certain concert musician (is that weird? I really don't think so...), constantly attending concerts and musicals and living out our lives through the joy of music and art. Another part of me pictures myself living in Europe, perhaps writing a book of my travels and life experiences, maybe starting a new life and never coming back. Another part of me pictures myself living in New York, sharing a tiny Manhattan apartment with girls I'd known for a very short time, fulfilling my dreams of independence and self-reliance, but still very young and unsure of what to do with life. In my mind, these are all very probable, and who's to say if I'm delusional or not?

ANYWAY Crazy For You opens tonight! All in all, it's been a good day. Exhausting! And I still haven't performed in front of an audience.. D: But I do believe it'll all go well.

ringlikebells @ 2008-11-16T18:56:00

2008-11-17T02:08:54Z

I realized something.

I enjoy art above all else because it has an incredibly low failure rate. I've been in performance groups my whole life, and I enjoy them but I don't get the same satisfaction from them as I do art, because if you mess up while singing a song or playing an instrument or saying lines, you can't take it back and you have to live with the fact that you messed up. But when painting or drawing a picture, if you mess up, it's almost always easily fixed, or you can just throw it away and pretend it never happened. Nobody has to know. This is how much my insecurities run my life.

A little sad, right? I wonder if all artists are this way...

I realized this because the play starts this week, and I'm getting nervous, and painting is the only thing that keeps me in my zone. What an awful week it has been. I'm hoping for the best during the play.

"You stole a blue French horn for me..."

"I would've stolen you a whole orchestra."

so that i can fly with thee

2008-11-02T20:42:35Z

Not to be contradicting, but life is a roller coaster as of late...Sigh... Loving him is vhat causes that.

I'm excited for the play and for honor choir :) I feel the need to learn a new instrument, or take voice lessons or something. Hahah am I desperate or what...

I'm very very happy with having a fourth art class. My portfolio is going to be amazing.

And I borrowed a few books from Alysha. I read about half of "Killing Yourself to Live" by Chuck Klosterman in one night. I LOVE it. I have to get my hands on the rest of his stuff when I'm finished.

Ugh screw government homework... I think I'll just continue looking for my costume instead :)

ringlikebells @ 2008-10-29T20:48:00

2008-10-30T03:01:24Z

Bless my darling boyfriend for giving me this song :) I think it fits us perfectly, I listen to it every day. What would I do without him, honestly? "He has so much energy and vision!" or something like that. The play is very exhausting and time-consuming, but we have like 20 days until opening night and we have zero sets done and just a ton of work to do...

I am severely stoked for Halloween. I am stoked to actually wear a costume and to spend part of the night with my old friends and part with my boyfriend. Can't it just be Friday already? Tomorrow will not be a good day... I have to get all this class change shit figured out and it's...ugh, so stressful. Just let me take four art classes already. Counselors are supposed to help you toward your career goals, not force you into classes that are painfully useless..

As for today I'm very excited that it's only 9:00 and I'm done with homework and no play practice or anything! I can paint and watch House until I fall asleep. I srsly need to just chill for a second.

ringlikebells @ 2008-10-22T22:35:00

2008-10-23T04:58:48Z

It's a strange thing... all of a sudden I look at myself in the mirror and I see myself all grown up... just in the past week or so. These times are aging. There's too much to explain to even delve into my emotional/love/relationships life so here are some other things...

I'm borrowing Sariah's book of Hawthorne's short stories and they're really quite lovely. I might get around to reading The Scarlet Letter on my own time. Required reading is just an immortal enemy I shall never find peace with, no matter the author, title, subject...

“If a family clock was intrusted to him for repair . . . he would take upon himself to arrange a dance or funeral procession of fingers across its venerable face, representing twelve mirthful or melancholy hours."

I'm writing from my laptop :)) He's just about a week old and I'm thinking I will call him Charlie. He is certainly depriving me of sleep though.

Other than that... the play is exhausting. And I cannot think of any more to write. Good night.

Edit: Oh yes, Jamie is very sad that Project Runway is over for now, very sad indeed... but very happy that Ted is not marrying Stella, very happy indeed. Did anyone seriously think they were going to get married? I didn't see no yellow umbrella...

ringlikebells @ 2008-10-16T12:57:00

2008-10-16T19:00:20Z

What's the opposite of special? That's how I feel...

I'm not giving up.

the best of us can find happiness in misery

2008-10-09T02:21:09Z

My entire ceramics class looked through my sketchbook today :s It scared me a little, I wasn't sure what was actually in there haha. But it turned out ok. My fish painting is done, I'm moving onto a painting of the top banner of Brightwood's myspace. Go look at it, it sounds boring if I just describe it. It's actually beautiful.

The construction, the Every 15 Minutes program, all this stuff going on... it's crazy.

And ummmmm Jerell Scott not going to Bryant Park? That's CRAZY.

I want to get my senior pictures done while the leaves are changing colors :)

ringlikebells @ 2008-10-05T14:48:00

2008-10-05T20:53:09Z

Ok. I'm done being angry with myself. Just reminding myself of his sweet voice and words made it all better... I will say sorry to his face and we'll move on. I need to chillax.

I will probably finish my KH painting tomorrow. It looks so good :)

It feels good

2008-10-03T03:01:57Z

to love someone.

ringlikebells @ 2008-09-30T18:48:00

2008-10-01T01:06:01Z

Uh, so... what? I eat less than 1000 calories a day and supposedly that means my body is always in starvation mode and that's why I don't lose weight. I'm not anorexic, I don't do it on purpose =/ Ugh.

Today was a good day!

These sheep have been chillin by my road for like two days... hahah I love them! I want to go take pictures of them. I see photos in my head wherever I go... I'm not a photographer, yearbook has made me into one! Speaking of that... so excited and proud :) If last year's yearbook got entered in that contest or whatever this one definitely will!

Um, prenatal vitamins = god! I have this good feeling that they will make my hair grow super fast, even though they are humongous and I hate taking pills. It'll be worth it!

I'm asking a boy to harvest... :}

Edit: Scratch that. Someone already asked my boyfriend before me. Whattt, I didn't know you were supposed to ask like a month in advance o_o Nice one. Really fuckin' sticky situation.

ringlikebells @ 2008-09-20T23:11:00

2008-09-21T05:27:10Z

I didn't know that you could possibly feel so happy and so sad at the same time... What I do know is it would be impossible to explain how I feel right now, right here at least. I can't go into it.. So I'll talk about school stuff instead of my stupid little worthless thoughts.

I failed that fucking retarded government test. I got the same score as Erika from Norway that had no previous knowledge of American government. I feel like such an idiot. How positive! And umm... well I guess my research paper is coming along. I have 2/3 of it to finish all tomorrow though and to tell the truth I don't feel like doing that. I'll try to... That's my best attempt at being positive.

It's ironic that all of this is happening now... The timing in my life is truly crazy..

I find myself a combined being of all the persons I've been and met.

my thoughts on Project Runway top 6

2008-09-18T02:16:04Z

Jerell: Did I spell his name right? I love him :) He reminds me of me. He's really sweet and he receives compliments in the same way I do. And his aesthetic is really chic... It's hot. Top 3!!

Joe: SO glad he's gone! He had absolutely no aesthetic... and if all he cared about was being there for his daughters, then he shouldn't have even got this far. Someone else deserves it/wants it so much more.

Kenley: She reminds me SO much of me. She has a vision, she has an identity, and she's not afraid to laugh and have a good time. I totally related when she said "I'm just having fun and some girls just don't like that :D" There's been so many times I've just been laughing (perhaps just as loud as Kenley) and girls will look over and talk shit like Leann and Emily. Ugh.. life shouldn't be taken so seriously, stupid wannabe hippies... I do think she should step outside herself just a little bit but I hope she's in the top 3 :)

Korto: I don't like her... I would never wear her clothes. I don't know why the judges keep loving her garments when I'm pretty damn sure they'll always be in the bottom 3. I hate the way she says thank you o_O

Leann: CAN YOU SAY BORING. Her garments fucking bore me to death. I did like her car-part dress but that's about it... Was it just me or did she make the SAME exact outfit tonight as she did for the Diane von Furstenberg challenge? Her color palette is terrible.. TURN THOSE COLORS UP! I hate the way she says thank you too hahah..

Suede: I like Suede... His aesthetic is really off sometimes and sometimes he really doesn't know what he's doing.. but I'd rather him be in the top 3 than Korto or Leann or something.. At least he's a sweetie and has a personality.

I had it all right tonight :D I knew Suede and Joe would be in the bottom and Jerell would win.

Well, anyway.. I've had my hour of slacking. Time to finish my research paper. Probably until 3 in the morning.

ringlikebells @ 2008-09-15T15:31:00

2008-09-15T21:32:44Z

Little miss inevitability has spun a new web.

But she's smarter now. The idea is to not get too attached. Perhaps even just keep it a secret. No one's getting hurt this time.

:)